It's because ...... MY DAMN DIGICAM IS BROKEN ! YoY
I don't have any pictures to post now , huhu .
JUST PLAIN TEXT X.X
Ewness .
Ok , so I'll now start my updates , about myself and my class .
First of , sadly , I'm in St.John and I don't like being there because of 2 reasons :
* I have this classmate of mine , the one that bullied me last year . Not that , I'm really bullied , but this guy is the most hatred person in my life now . Plus , he have his 'best friend' in bullying , also our classmate , and I'm not proud of it .
* When I saw the class list , my eyes widen 'cause there's only 9 people from my section last year that are not so close to me ! Waaa . I'm in doom . :((
But when Vianca showed her bright side to me , I felt not alone anymore in that class . :D
The happenings from the 1st day til the 5th .
1st day - Monday , June 15 , 2009 : When I first step into SJA ... no , this first . When I woke up , my heart wanted to stop from beating , really . 'Cause I don't like the fact that I'm living with the class of St. John with no one for me to open up . I WOKE UP EARLY THAN USUAL ! I think it's my first time waking up for classed in 4:00 in the morning when our class will start at 7:30~. Well , I don't wanna be late and be humiliated , you too , right ? So , I got out from the house at exactly 5:43~ A.M. , so early shet , I don't want to go since , in my head , I know that there's no students at that early . So I go inside the church and marry Kyuhyun . XD No , as if . So I got inside of the church and prayed for a little while . I prayed to Him that , He will guide me and my family when I'm in school , and please don't give me a bad luck .. stuffs like that . And It became in reality ! 'Cause .... ok , I won't make this long . It's irritating . So , I ended up happy in the first day of class and I thought "St.John is not so bad when I get to know it . I will give it a chance . Ü"
2nd day - Tuesday , June 16 , 2009 : It's the same for me , I got up early .. fixed my stuffs and left at the same time like Monday . Gone for church and school . I ended up happy , but guess what ? Before I sleep , there's this best friend of mine who blames me for her misunderstanding with my bestfriend since 3rd grade , 'cause her reason ? I knew my since-3rd-grade-bestfriend than she knows her . Great right ? Aist , so I cried a river that night when I chatted with her in Y!M , then she blahed things then she decided to talk to me personally the next morning . Thanks to my 3 'boy-friends' whom I treated as my older or the same age brothers , namely Dominic , Vier and Christian . They gave me advices while I cried and cried . I just so love them . Just to share with you , having your best friend an enemy is worse than having a broken heart . And I've proven it . :'[
3rd day - Wednesday , June 17, 2009 : Did I told you that I'm always the first one to be in St. John ? Aish , anyways . As expected , Me and my bestfriend turned enemy then bestfriend again talked to me . At first , Christian saw me and I just don't want to look at anyone that time . So I didn't exchange eyesight . I don't want them to see my BURDEN EYES . I hate it , me myself , is forcing myself not to cry to sleep now . So , to continue , Me and her talked . She explained all to me and I understand so I forgave her . But deep inside me , it still hurts . I just want our war to be over 'cause I don't like it when I know someone hates me . Or someone is mad at me with no valid and perfect reason to give . Until before I end my day to sleep , my one 'brotherly loved' friend from 2nd year had confessed to me that he have something to tell me . But until now , he doesn't tell me . We're just the same ! Haha , I don't tell him what my feelings are until he confessed , 'cause like Bob Ong quoted - "Ang babae ay parang isang pulis . Kahit hawak niya na lahat ng ebidensya , gusto niya pa ren na ang kriminal mismo ang aamin ." In English , "A girl is like a police . Even though she got all the evidence , she still wants the suspect to speak up the truht himself." x] Arg , I'm tingling now ~ xp
4th day - Thursday , June 18, 2009 : Days get better and I thank God for it . I'm always first in our class to arrive , so I have the chance to chat to my friends . But before that , I have started my day with a bright smile painted on my face . And then onwards the day , I kept smiling like an idiot . And I just realized that when one of my best friends told me that I'm blooming , then the others followed . Arg , I think this is it ? x]
5th day - Friday , June 19, 2009 : Last day for the first week . Things get better and better . I wish the 2nd week will not be the opposite . 'Cause I'll totally be sad if it is . Then before I got home , me and Vianca decided to go to McDonald's to take some snacks , or actually , lunch . We only have 30 minutes lunch break , duh ?! So yeah , but when she's ordering , I excused myself so that I can go to ICPS and look for some FREAKSZ there . And there they was ! It has Edylie , Lance and Avie . Then Avie joined me and we ate at McDo . Avie and Vianca became friends immediately 'cause the both of them can get along with each other well . And there my 2 older FREAKSZ member friends that are now 1st year college . We have a mini reunion and we shared a lot of thoughts to each other . Even Vianca , although she's different from ours . 'Cause she's a pure Jamer . But her personality isn't . So , we liked her and hope to be her best friend . :D
So , that's all for now .
I still love♥ Super Junior , IT WILL NEVER CHANGE !
I promise .
JUNE 13 , 2009 - OUR OFFICIAL FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!
And because of that , I posted a lot of covers of their songs in YouTube . :DOn the same day , I learned and recorded their songs , Love U More which is written by Lee Sungmin and Composed by Kim Ryeowook , Love Disease which I've been doing an English cover lately and lastly , She Wants It which has the wonderful MY MAMA TOLD ME line form Kyuhyun . xD
Oh , I just lovely love this wonderful day .
It made me smile for the whole time .
But when June 14 came , all turned down . x(
That is the day my DigiCam was broken , and damn . Now , I don't know when this will be fixed .
I HATE 14 .
But always LOVING♥ 13 ! Whoooo ! Ö
Haha , this is it !
Annyeong ! :*

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